刀鈍九

长久的抑郁困扰是很麻烦的。这不是任何人带来也找不着外因，纯粹个性使然。尤其在面对压力，面对一个操蛋的世界时，一旦听多了低沉的音乐就更有一种无法自制的自毁的冲动。即便能够抵制这种欲望，也会觉得无法呼吸，坐着就想呕吐，只想关掉眼睛关掉耳朵。

当时间移到六月初，一种绝望难过的情绪，就会在某个人群中蔓延。这时候如果你听《漂亮的中国人》、《没有菸抽的日子》，只能更觉得昏天黑地的。

我在虾米给自己搞的一个精选集，叫《Square in the Rain》，好在里面还有一首John Lennon翻唱的《Stand by Me》。听着才会觉得这家伙是个纯爷们。而现今这个矫情的世代，男人们的鸡鸡不是缩水了好几号，就是干脆没有。他今年已经挂点20周年了，等着12月媒体上铺天盖地的纪念专题吧。

还是做回一个狂怒的战士比较好，就算不能像史泰龙般狂野，至少也要像列侬这样奔放。

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we see
No I won’t be afraid
No I won’t be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darling, darling stand by me
Oh, now, now, stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountain should crumble to the sea
I won’t cry, I won’t cry
No I won’t shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darling, darling stand by me
Oh, stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Whenever you’re in trouble won’t you stand by me
Oh, now, now, stand by me
Oh, stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Darling, darling stand by me
Stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Oasis也有一首Stand by Me，不过就是另一首不同的歌，听着也够提神的。

Made a meal and threw it up on sunday,
I’ve, got a lot of things to learn,
Said I would and I’ll be leaving one day
Before my heart starts to burn.

So what’s the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know,
They only seem to come and go, away.

Times are hard when things have got no meaning,
I’ve found a key upon the floor,
Maybe you and I will not believe in,
The things we find behind the door.

So what’s the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know,
They only seem to come and go away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows,
Yeah nobody knows,
The way it’s gonna be.

If your leaving will you take me with you,
I’m tired of talking on my phone,
There is one thing I can never give you,
My heart will never be your home,

So what’s the matter with you,
Sing me something new,
Don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know,
They only seem to come and go, away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows, yeah nobody knows,
The way it’s gonna be.

The way it’s gonna be, yeah.
Maybe I can see, yeah,
But don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know
They only seem to come and go, away.

Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows the way it’s gonna be,
Stand by me,
Nobody knows,
Yeah God only knows,
The way it’s gonna be.

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